[ Rosho doesn't know what to expect, the intention of Sasara reaching for him, whether to pull him in or push him away, but being clung to in that manner is something he just can't ignore. A hand clutches at Sasara's in return.
Don't let him be alone, is all Rosho can think. Don't let him go through this alone. Even when Rosho doesn't know what to do. Rei might be gone, but Rosho is still here, and he won't ever leave him. He still has someone he can trust. He still has someone he can depend upon. ]
Don't ya dare apologize to me. Not about anything. Don't. That's not somethin' I'd ever think of askin' ya for.
[ All he could wish for is that he knew about all of this earlier, somehow, in some way. So he could shoulder the feeling that Sasara has right now. Just so he could take all that weight off of him. The feeling of being betrayed in this way... Sasara's trust shouldn't ever be treated like that. Like its nothing.
Rosho holds him tighter as all he can think about is the two of them here. And Rei is gone. And he's done all this, and he'll never understand how they feel. He'll never feel as if he's done anything wrong.
He hurt Sasara, and he can't see it, and he doesn't know the way Rosho knows.
He's going to make that old man pay. He promises, he won't get away with this. ]
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Don't let him be alone, is all Rosho can think. Don't let him go through this alone. Even when Rosho doesn't know what to do. Rei might be gone, but Rosho is still here, and he won't ever leave him. He still has someone he can trust. He still has someone he can depend upon. ]
Don't ya dare apologize to me. Not about anything. Don't. That's not somethin' I'd ever think of askin' ya for.
[ All he could wish for is that he knew about all of this earlier, somehow, in some way. So he could shoulder the feeling that Sasara has right now. Just so he could take all that weight off of him. The feeling of being betrayed in this way... Sasara's trust shouldn't ever be treated like that. Like its nothing.
Rosho holds him tighter as all he can think about is the two of them here. And Rei is gone. And he's done all this, and he'll never understand how they feel. He'll never feel as if he's done anything wrong.
He hurt Sasara, and he can't see it, and he doesn't know the way Rosho knows.
He's going to make that old man pay. He promises, he won't get away with this. ]