[ He knows what that means, Rosho getting up in just such a way, all riled up, and if it wasn't for the chair legs scraping on the ground to barely keep the footing, Sasara would still have kept his head down. Come trouble and danger, he can take it, but Rosho has a way with raw emotions that he doesn't.
It's no relief to have told him. What Sasara's been thinking that whole time, wanting to go back to, is that some things oughta stay unsaid. How come his partner is the one to try and comfort him?
As a leader... he looks up at Rosho. ]
No, Iā [ As a leader, Sasara wonders if by now he even still has a team behind him. His hand, come up to Rosho's chest, meant to push but instead his fingers curl into his partner's sweater. This little team he'd brought together is splitting apart, isn't it? As much as Sasara now tries to hold on. ]
I did something and I oughta not have, just to find out. And then I never told ya...
[ Some leader, who feels like he's the one betraying his teammates now, one after the other. Even that promise they made, to be more truthful with each other, he broke that too. ]
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It's no relief to have told him. What Sasara's been thinking that whole time, wanting to go back to, is that some things oughta stay unsaid. How come his partner is the one to try and comfort him?
As a leader... he looks up at Rosho. ]
No, Iā [ As a leader, Sasara wonders if by now he even still has a team behind him. His hand, come up to Rosho's chest, meant to push but instead his fingers curl into his partner's sweater. This little team he'd brought together is splitting apart, isn't it? As much as Sasara now tries to hold on. ]
I did something and I oughta not have, just to find out. And then I never told ya...
[ Some leader, who feels like he's the one betraying his teammates now, one after the other. Even that promise they made, to be more truthful with each other, he broke that too. ]
Sorry, Rosho.