I realized...why I was so annoyed when you kept showing up around me. It felt like...like you were searching for something to throw your entire being into. Something. Anything. At first, I thought it was this...incessant need to be a hero. And I think that...I think you really are a hero. You're kind and warm...your gentle but you have this...palpable fire inside of you.
But I don't think you have an identity beyond that. I think that...if you didn't have a crusade to carry out or...or someone to defend...I think you're afraid of that. Afraid of not having a purpose beyond some...war to fight.
...The woman I danced with at the masquerade...the woman who wanted to live in Avalon...
I think that was the happiest I've ever seen you. Free of responsibility and looking to a future of adventure and experiences.
I want to...I want to do everything in my power for that Allura. The one who wants to stay here.
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I realized...why I was so annoyed when you kept showing up around me. It felt like...like you were searching for something to throw your entire being into. Something. Anything. At first, I thought it was this...incessant need to be a hero. And I think that...I think you really are a hero. You're kind and warm...your gentle but you have this...palpable fire inside of you.
But I don't think you have an identity beyond that. I think that...if you didn't have a crusade to carry out or...or someone to defend...I think you're afraid of that. Afraid of not having a purpose beyond some...war to fight.
...The woman I danced with at the masquerade...the woman who wanted to live in Avalon...
I think that was the happiest I've ever seen you. Free of responsibility and looking to a future of adventure and experiences.
I want to...I want to do everything in my power for that Allura. The one who wants to stay here.
Wit— erm...like me.