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Gokudera Hayato | ‎獄寺 隼人 ([personal profile] bakudan_bambino) wrote in [community profile] isleofavalon 2021-06-22 12:05 am (UTC)

cw: mentions of slavery and graphic character death

[The question provokes a lot of thought, and Gokudera takes a deep breath as he considers his answer. Answering that question would mean sharing what those other worlds were like. He's already communicated that they were awful, but... how so, he said was not something to take lightly.

Gokudera sits up, eyes open, and looks on at that smile. He hums and decides he can share more. He's told enough people about the circumstances he was in. As long as Midoriya knows to not tell anyone, it should be fine.]


Was it frustrating starting over? No. But... I feel like I've changed too much for anything to go back to normal. I'm stuck with this [He points to the collar on his neck, which just looks like an odd fashion choice.] until I can get my owner to remove it, and it regularly causes me pain, making daily life here more difficult. I'm essentially a freed slave, and the work I do now treats me well. The people I care for are safe and well. This world, even if it can be full of danger, is nothing compared to the last two I was on. I was killed in the last world I was on.

I came back, but the circumstances surrounding my death are... understandably something difficult to move past. It is especially difficult because neither my boss or my fiancé will talk to me about any of it.

So I'm quiet around them and I get to live out these days in Avalon pretending none of it has ever happened.

I'm happy to be here. I should probably get a few potions to deal with the things I can't move past. [Like something to help him sleep, something to numb the pain his collar signals through him, maybe something to get rid of the vivid scarring all over his back from self immolation during a zombie invasion.]

I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't tell anyone.

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