[ Rosho feels a little shiver go down his back, and he's not sure if it's from the anxiety or not, but it's pretty wild to think that before they'd even met Rei, before they knew anything about him, he'd been watching them. A pair of rookies, two different styles, somehow managing to come out as break out starts in Osaka's comedy scene.
Right there from the beginning, and then the end. He tries not to let it get him down, but it still does, and Rosho deflates immediately as he drags a finger through the condensation of his ice water. ]
I used to think that, we'd last longer than we did. Even when the feeling started to come over me, that I wasn't contributing to the team, I thought... it'll go away, ya know? It's just, performance jitters. Things like that. People go through that sort of thing all the time.
[ Until the feeling got worse, and worse, and Rosho just couldn't shake it off. And then... well, they both know the aftermath of that. The bartender comes back with his beer but Rosho can't focus on it yet. ]
I'm ashamed to say, I was sorta relieved when Sasara said he had a feeling we'd break up at some point. Like, he knew too, but he wanted to keep going. We both wanted to. We wanted it so badly. ...All I wish is that it hadn't happened the way it did. But that's just idealistic thinking, looking back on the past, wanting things to have been different even though nothing's gonna change, obviously.
[ He takes a deep breath. The air feels so heavy now. It's hard for him to think back on his comedy days and not feel... a bit down. Especially without Sasara to help perk him back up. ]
Um, I should probably say, even though it's sorta late... th-thank you for your support. [ Rosho's face goes a little red as he fusses with his glasses for a moment. ] Its been so long, I forget what those days were like. When people notice me from the old group, it's so embarrassing. Aah, just thinking about how many people really used to watch us back then makes me so nervous.
[ Rosho doesn't wait one second and immediately starts to chug down his beer. Washing away the anxiety with booze, always works. ]
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Right there from the beginning, and then the end. He tries not to let it get him down, but it still does, and Rosho deflates immediately as he drags a finger through the condensation of his ice water. ]
I used to think that, we'd last longer than we did. Even when the feeling started to come over me, that I wasn't contributing to the team, I thought... it'll go away, ya know? It's just, performance jitters. Things like that. People go through that sort of thing all the time.
[ Until the feeling got worse, and worse, and Rosho just couldn't shake it off. And then... well, they both know the aftermath of that. The bartender comes back with his beer but Rosho can't focus on it yet. ]
I'm ashamed to say, I was sorta relieved when Sasara said he had a feeling we'd break up at some point. Like, he knew too, but he wanted to keep going. We both wanted to. We wanted it so badly. ...All I wish is that it hadn't happened the way it did. But that's just idealistic thinking, looking back on the past, wanting things to have been different even though nothing's gonna change, obviously.
[ He takes a deep breath. The air feels so heavy now. It's hard for him to think back on his comedy days and not feel... a bit down. Especially without Sasara to help perk him back up. ]
Um, I should probably say, even though it's sorta late... th-thank you for your support. [ Rosho's face goes a little red as he fusses with his glasses for a moment. ] Its been so long, I forget what those days were like. When people notice me from the old group, it's so embarrassing. Aah, just thinking about how many people really used to watch us back then makes me so nervous.
[ Rosho doesn't wait one second and immediately starts to chug down his beer. Washing away the anxiety with booze, always works. ]