There's nothing wrong with him keeping Xiao Xingchen a little...innocent. Just for now. Xue Yang is protecting him! So there is no danger in building a nice, happy home around his daozhang.
But sometimes he dreams about the truth slipping out. What if Xingchen is put under a spell and he sees everything Xue Yang has done? Surely he will be disgusted.
He won't be mewing and clinging to him. Xue Yang growls and nips at those adorably plump lips, wanting to make Xingchen promise...
Promise that he won't leave. Promise that he won't find him disgusting.
"It doesn't matter if she's worried. I have to stay strong."
If he lets himself weaken, someone else could snatch his happiness away.
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But sometimes he dreams about the truth slipping out. What if Xingchen is put under a spell and he sees everything Xue Yang has done? Surely he will be disgusted.
He won't be mewing and clinging to him. Xue Yang growls and nips at those adorably plump lips, wanting to make Xingchen promise...
Promise that he won't leave. Promise that he won't find him disgusting.
"It doesn't matter if she's worried. I have to stay strong."
If he lets himself weaken, someone else could snatch his happiness away.