[ Thankfully, there were no misunderstandings here. But it was still a bit embarrassing... She wouldn't have called it bold, but stupid. ]
Well, it was nighttime, I was hoping nobody would see me...
[ But on the topic of her being bold and disguised... There was something she wanted to add. Truth to be told, she didn't really like the idea of being a "magical girl" so much. It was fun and she'd kind of fixated on it after receiving some encouragement. But... The more time passed, the more wrong it felt.
It wasn't her. If she was doing stuff like fighting for justice and whatnot? She'd want people to know who she was. Monika. Not some masked superhero. She felt selfish really... But she needed external validation. People knowing of what she's done and being pleased with her. If she did it all and nobody would ever know that was her? She'd probably stop before long. ]
But I think I'll let go of the whole disguise and magical girl thing. It's not really me. I've been trying way too hard to become someone new ever since I arrived in this world... [She closed an eye.] I'm keeping the pen-staff though. That's too handy to let go of, ahaha!
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Well, it was nighttime, I was hoping nobody would see me...
[ But on the topic of her being bold and disguised... There was something she wanted to add. Truth to be told, she didn't really like the idea of being a "magical girl" so much. It was fun and she'd kind of fixated on it after receiving some encouragement. But... The more time passed, the more wrong it felt.
It wasn't her. If she was doing stuff like fighting for justice and whatnot? She'd want people to know who she was. Monika. Not some masked superhero. She felt selfish really... But she needed external validation. People knowing of what she's done and being pleased with her. If she did it all and nobody would ever know that was her? She'd probably stop before long. ]
But I think I'll let go of the whole disguise and magical girl thing. It's not really me. I've been trying way too hard to become someone new ever since I arrived in this world... [She closed an eye.] I'm keeping the pen-staff though. That's too handy to let go of, ahaha!