I don't know why they can't exist, either. If I could, I'd leave them alone--everyone keeps telling me that there's no other choice, but... I keep hoping. I've been through three Lostbelts at this point, and I keep hoping.

[ It's not that she'd ever absolve herself of the guilt of what she's done. There are thousands of lives that no longer exist because of her, and because she refuses to give up on her own timeline. That's the true moral quandary, isn't it? In order to live, like she swore to the Beast, she has to make that choice again and again. ]

I really don't feel like a heroine, though. I'm just someone who really, really wants to live. Even if I have to erase another world to do it... I can't just give up on that. I promised people I wouldn't, and I don't want to for my own sake. It's not really noble at all.