Right so instead there's honor in forcing me to be a shameful coward who runs from battle. Did you know that in most armies the punishment for such an act is death?

[He finally stands up having regained enough strength to stand and also to transform. Darin will see his appearance completely shift to the more familiar blond haired and blue eyed man. Even his clothes change back entirely. The only thing that remains the same is his voice and his overall body type. Still looks rather exhausted and probably not too capable of a fight or much magic but at this point all that remains is to use his remaining strength to try and help find survivors and get them to Camelot.]

When I'm summoned to battle, I fight until the foe is defeated or I am. Don't get how you can say you're my friend and not even understand that I'm not a damn coward who is afraid to die in battle.