Do you think I just wouldn't even think about it or something? . . . I wouldn't have come on a trip this long with someone I don't even bother applying object permanence to. I can't believe you think you could just walk off to sleep in the woods and leave me in town and I wouldn't spare a thought to that until morning. What the hell?

[It's so outlandish that he can't even be offended by it. Kadoc doesn't even consider himself a good person! And he doesn't exactly consider them friends, either, and if asked if he likes Fujimaru or not . . . he legitimately wouldn't know how to answer. Does he? It's a weird question to ask himself, and so he hasn't at this point. Everything's too complicated there. And yet, all of that taken as fact, he still can't wrap his head around the thought that he wouldn't obsess all night long over something potentially happening to her and be unable to sleep with the worry.

Wouldn't anyone?!]